Sometime in the late ’80s…
There we were, my friend and I, two teenage girls pulling an all-nighter. No, we were not finishing a paper or a project, or anything close to that…
We were doing what normal teenagers do on sleepovers — chat the whole night. We were listening to our favorite songs and we chatted. At times we giggled a lot… certain moments, we whispered to each other about our secrets, fears and dreams.
It was a long night. At some point, we decided to pretend that we were making a music video of a favorite Filipino song. The artist: this singer popularly known as Mr. Pure Energy, Gary Valenciano. The song: Di Bale Nalang.
Di Bale Nalang. Still the best dance song in my book up to today. Best dance song ever. (Insert Gary V. dance moves here…)
was am a huge Gary V. fan. The very first live concert that I watched was Gary V’s. I was in sixth grade then.
Hmm, now that I am thinking about it, I think I watched an Air Supply concert prior to that… but that doesn’t count because I never really liked them (I can belt out most of their mushy songs, though. But, duh!). So yeah, I will stick to my story — The first concert that I watched live was Gary V’s. And I have been a fan ever since.
You know how teenagers can memorize the lyrics of the songs they liked? Well, I was once a teenager, too… And I practically memorized most, if not, all of Gary V’s songs then. Yes, even the ones which were not that popular, both fast and slow.
I can proudly say that I still remember most of them up to now… Insert Gary V. moves here again... 🙂
Was there ever a time in your life when everything seems to be going right, yet you know that there is still something missing? Or how about that time when nothing is going right and you don’t know where to look for that one thing that can or will sustain you?
The year was 2006. On the outside I seemed to have everything I needed in life. I had a family, I was raising a wonderfully gifted child, and we were living comfortably. Things seemed perfect. But they were not.
I was not happy. There were times when I felt dead inside. My relationship with my husband was in shambles. I was exhausted. I felt I deserved more from life. I didn’t know if I wanted to be where I was.
I had everything and I had nothing.
One evening over dinner, my husband told me that his friend, an old schoolmate, invited us to his Church. I remember my husband saying, Let’s try something new… It won’t hurt.
I just shrugged and said okay. Whatever.
His friend’s name? Gary Valenciano.
That following Sunday, we attended Church service at New Life Christian Center for the first time.
And there he was — Gary V., in the flesh. So while everybody was singing, worshiping, I was there watching him.
I think a Gary V. album was playing in my head the whole time. I didn’t know any of the worship songs, anyway.
Besides, I also didn’t really know what I was doing in that Church — or what was expected of me. I was happy enough to see my idol.
I was fangirling quietly.
After service, my husband introduced me to Gary. We talked a bit. Actually, he talked more because I was so starstruck that I couldn’t think of anything smart to say. I just mostly smiled.
I was a totally different person the weekend after that. We went back to Church the Sunday after, and I came prepared. I told myself that if Gary was there and I’ll be introduced again, I will be friendlier.
He was there again. And this conversation transpired right after service:
- Gary: Hi! Good to see you guys again here in Church! (Or something like that)
- Me: *while fanning my face with my hands* Hi Gary! Oh gosh, I am a big fan!!!!
- Gary : *Smiles and turns red*
- Me: *still fanning my face* No, really. Bata palang ako, Gary Valenciano ka na!!! (You were already Gary Valenciano even when I was still very young). I know the lyrics of ALL your songs!
- Gary: *still blushing, and probably thinking, How old are you, anyway??* But now you’re not a fan anymore, we’re now friends!
- Me: No, I’m still a fan!! I will always be a fan!!!
- Husband: *practically pushed me away before I embarrassed myself — and Gary– more* Bye Gary! See you next week. (Or something like that. I really don’t remember because I was still reeling from excitement.)
My husband apparently never took me seriously when I mentioned before that I was a big fan. He only realized it that day.
But God knew. And God also knew how He can get my attention.
We have been going to the same Church — from that Sunday up to today, for almost eleven (11) years now.
We rarely saw Gary V. after that because he is, after all, a celebrity and a busy guy. But we met a lot of people and made new friends. We grew spiritually as a family. The Church became our second home — the Church people, our second family.
In that Church, I found what my spirit was searching for. I found the relationship that was lacking in my life. I found the God Who provides me with strength and sustenance during trying times. The same God who gives me peace and joy, whatever season in life I may be in.
We often mistakenly see God as this Almighty Being, Someone Who is way up there… Some Authority Who will judge or punish us for every wrongdoing. Someone unreachable.
But God is a Father. And like any father, He wants a relationship with us. He knows what we need and He wants to give us every good thing. Yet we have to heed His call.
We have to want to know more of Him.
God knew how to get my attention… He used a Gary Valenciano.
God also made me realize that yes, He has been watching me all these years. He knew what makes me smile, what makes me listen and pay attention.
God saw where I was and He called me to lead me somewhere better.
I also believe that God has a sense of humor.
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Where are you in life right now? Maybe you should allow God to surprise you, as well? 🙂
“I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will guide you with My eye.” – Psalms 32:8
photos are all mine 🙂