And just like that, it’s the first of June. Five months have already passed… we are almost at the halfway mark of 2016. Where has time gone??
I can still distinctly remember celebrating New Year’s Eve with my family and friends. Then came a series of post-Christmas reunions. Then came Valentine’s day — which I honestly have no recollection of… Then Holy Week which we spent here at home. Then the national elections which happened first week of May.
And now it’s June 1.
Did I spend the first 150 days of the year well? Or did the days just pass? I wonder.
In the beginning of the year, I embarked on a personal project. Amid the usual day to day tasks required of me, I challenged myself to do something I have long wanted to do… Something for, basically, myself. And no, it’s not a fitness challenge… and I’m not 5 lbs lighter or anything like that. This project has something to do with one of my first loves– writing.
Like what I said in one of my essays, when God puts a seed of a dream in your heart, He also gives you the tools to help you make it grow. He will give you the inspiration, He will connect you to the right people — people who can help you fulfill your dream, and I believe He will also give you the courage and the strength to finish what you have started, despite the fear, the insecurities and all the uncertainties you have in your head.
And then there’s time. Time to work, time to pray… and time to wait.
This — where I am right now — is waiting time.
It can get so tiring to wait. I get impatient. I get antsy. I get all the more insecure. But then I hear this Bible verse in my head telling me to just Be still...and to know Who my God is.
My God who provides the seeds of my dreams. My God who connects me with people. My God where I derive my strength from… Who tells me to just press on.
It’s the first of June. This morning after running my usual errands, I passed by my favorite coffee shop for a few minutes of alone time.
I looked back at the past 5 months. I thought about the progress of my personal project. I drank my favorite drink. I said a little prayer.
I thanked God for the days, months that have passed, the provisions and the favors, and I thanked Him in advance for the bountiful blessings to come.
I also thanked Him for the Now.
Of course, I had to do this before leaving the coffee place…
All’s well. 🙂
“…being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion…” – Philippians 1:6